Subtle defining taking the time and making the lines so irresistible
is the only way that I control the psycho inside
can never tell I always hide
and turn my scars into pride driven rage
it feels so strange making me this way I struggle towards the day people stop talking shit and walking away
friends never stay only delay until the time is right
live in the dark and cursed by the night and still can't seem to get free
never knowing this is me as crazy as it lets me be its a test to see the the broken bones the burning of homes to fuel the poem created to spit
reaching the top and stuck on the tip of my tongue
leavin’ em sprung the only one to ever be i’m everything to fucking me and finally free it has dirty claws and can never pause its strictly for the broken jaws and dirty slides sexy loving torture devices take me home to this well known place decrease and erase all this insecurity I breathe in one more dose the cracking of nose bloody rose and closer than you can imagine still i’m laughing teeth still mashing bashing all opposed dripping up out of my fucking nose right here and not coming close I suppose that I should take it easy when they deceive me maybe if they would just leave me alone I could go farther instead of a cutter be a carver deep and darker a mutha fucking fire starter form man to martyr a killer who has to murder to feel alive along for the drive don't tell me how to live my life I live with the knives in my back I sleep on my chest and that is that there will never be trust so sad a fact but all of you made it like that this shit is wack but nothing left to do except put it up not give a fuck trying not to get stuck calm and erupt everybody can go get fucked i’m on my way out a creature of doubt so until they sew my mouth this shits always gunna leak out..
I CAN'T ESCAPE
THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
looking in my eyes you can see I give a fuck about you caught in all the ways I doubt true images and broken things been lost in mind for fucking days betrayal pays if your willing to walk away cuz what they say will bring an end fuck you as you start to descend don't spend the time neither yours neither mine but it makes no difference still i’m tense find me leaning back its where i’m at stuck on this road of life could get fucked on either side i'd rather hide cut throughout and watched to die but the more I try I just wake up again and forced to take another shot even though the barrels hot and it burns on both ends i’m broke and don't need your hand to help me up I give a fuck remain a nut forever embedded in this rut i'm kind of a slut but still can't be touched I know i’m hated but so what you're still gunna watch me try and just copy deliver it sloppy dying to top me maybe they'll rob me when they know they'll never stop me so until you fucking pop me i'll be the one walking away sticking around to spray while your family prays to their last hope for another day you see I can't escape.
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tearing me taking me fixing me breaking me there ain't no mistakin’ these answers are plain to see grabbin’ this aching pissed dark red fists my own list trying to slide knife against shallow existence it makes no sense its time is spent I can't seem to just forget its calling me and suppose to be standing right where I left listen to the only one that I can trust or am I too far gone and this is just another relapse one of my own traps taking me to you and now almost back only to be just as far away its dark and won't decay words that I have yet to say numb and black and hard to accept the fact that no matter where I run i’m still trapped its been in your hands you created the damned too fine to delude permanent mood attracted to the crude and still fucking this attitude you see I can't escape I.
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